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does anyone know what Jillian means? There's this song "Jillian (I'd give my Heart)". i love the song, but i'm like confuzald as too what Jillian means. of course, it might just be a name. so yeah, just wondering.
lol. last night was game night. i had fun. there were these two "kids" (they were both in there twenties, but whatever) and they rock at DDR! It was aswome watching them. save for the fact that trying to get in and out of the teeny-tiny room they where dancing in was suicidal! and then my friend Joe finally came. he was extremely late so by the time he got there alot of us were tired, but i still hope he enjoyed it. i'll ask him on sunday.
also, we now go to this thing on friday at 11 and for forty bucks we get like a ton of food. well there was kid there, John, who attends to my biology class and my little sis wouldn't stop teasing me! lol! she was like, "You like John, you like John!" over and over and when he would walk by me she would look and me and say, "ah, didn't you wish he had talked to you!" argh, very annoying! then my mom teases me about him too saying that she thinks he likes me. i can kinda see where she's getting the notion... For example at a biology class when we were about to watch a movie, he pats the seat next to him and asks me to sit next to him. (awkward) but then there are other times where he blows me off and acts like i'm his annoying little sister. (though i'm only 20 days younger then him) yet yesterday he kept coming up and talking to me. or when i was on my phone playing a cheesy game he came up and looked over my shoulder. whatever, right? but the way he was standing there and he was kinda like um... touching me (okay that's a lame way of describing how he was standing) in short, you know how everyone has there own personal bubble. well mines pretty small and i like being close to people. and if he was a girl i wouldn't have care that his torso was pressed against my arm, but seeing that he isn't a girl, it was kinda unconfortable. even then i probably wouldn't have cared save for my mum's and sister's words "He likes you! he likes you!" were echoing in my mind. then also when i was shuting my van's back door he walks up and kinda punches me in half hearted manner in the back but later when i go and bump him he's like "Why are you bumping me" he goes and stands behind me and pushes me forward and i turn around and shove him back shouting at him how weird he is. lol. it was fun. but as i said befor he sometimes seems like he likes me but then other times he calls me weird. does he like me? or does he just feel confortable around me? i may never know. which will really stink because i hate being in the dark. but whatever. you tell me. lol.
um, i'd feel stupid leaving my blog on that subject...
oh, my musical is on thursday! wish me luck! i'm so nervous. lol. it's weird to think after this thursday i don't eve have to practice for this play ever again! wonderful! but i'll be sad to be leaving all my friends there. sigh... i need a face book.
peace out,
rock on,
be emo! lol. jk.
love,
~Argetlam