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The World seems not the same/ but I know nothing has changed

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Hey guys!
Spring break was hell at first, because Mom was trying to keep me from a leadership retreat (RYLA). I won't go into the awful details, but it sucked.
I went anyway.
In Milton, Florida. With 73 of the most amazing people I have ever met. And on the way back (we were carpooling) a friend of mine of about a year asked me out.
I was slipping back to Thomas, but something about it seemed so... right. I told him I'd withold judgement until after I had seen the situation at home. At the time, mom and dad were demanding me back.
I was never demanded back, and I took him up on it.
It's my birthday and he's taking me out for dinner and a movie, tonight. He's sixteen, his name is Tyler.
And I welcome you grilling me about him, because there's nothing bad about him.
He sends me love songs all the time, we talk every night, and he loves me. I love him. He thinks I'm beautiful, and I'm starting to believe it. He goes to a different school, but it's okay. He can out talk me, out think me... it's wonderful. And he's even more confident than I am. Great sense of humor. An Eagle Scout.
Here he is, with his ex-girlfriend.

When he introduced me to her, I was mortified. I had met him a few weeks before state and kind of liked him (understatement). Then by State he was with her, and she's one of those polished girls, and I was kicking myself for ever thinking I had a chance. Ironically, I found out that he liked me a lot from the start, too, but didn't think he had a chance at me.
We've really hit it off.
And even though my mother is still psycho.
my dad is still a doormat.
my sister still takes out her frustrations on me.
I'm okay.
I'm happy.
Finally.
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  1. 1n50mn14's Avatar
    Best. Blog. Ever. In terms of hearing about improvement in somebody's life. Glad for you, Anza!
  2. prendrelemick's Avatar
    He's a lucky guy
  3. Virgil's Avatar
    Anza! Nice to hear from you. Hmm, another boy. Ok he seems like a good kid. If he's an Eagle Scout, he must be good. But make sure he's on his best behavior. And that he doesn't get fresh. And what do you mean he thinks you're beautiful. Of course you're beautiful. He's the lucky one. Nice to see you happy. Hope school is still going well.
  4. motherhubbard's Avatar
    All I have to say is what Virgil already said. I'm glad you're happy. I just hope your happiness is from inside of you and not something going on outside of you. wish you were aroundmore.
  5. Shurtugal's Avatar
    ah!!!!!!!!!!! congradulations! i'm happy to hear your happy!