A Ramble through Smilie Land

I think Ive mentioned before how I walk around with constant commentary/blog in my head. But I never seem to have time to actually get round to writing them. Its an avoidance thing. Like the fact I should really get some of my stories written down and I will someday maybe this summer, since a couple of them are done and another shaping up quite nicely. But I think I will go with a completly random blog ramble as opposed to any of the ones I had already thought about which here is a short list of just cause I feel like it:
1) Computer Troubles—Disaster strikes once more.
2) The job hunt
3) Cheerup sleepy jean ( no wait that is just running through my head now and not a blog at all )
4) I LOVE skype but not this new skype 4.0
5) Rush in and save them people
6) Sing it with me people R.E.S...
7) Im going to be in a film ..and Im going to be a bear.
So I cant choose what to say and that is annoying, almost annoying as finding no milk because my lactofree has gone off. Which isn’t that annoying just a reminder That I should have bought more.
Oh and my dyslexia and dispracia seem to foair up when Im stressed... I am bac k to living in complete chaos and having trouble just getting my thoughts straight let alone type in teh correct order nad the spelling anywhere near enough for normal spellcheckers to pick up, and I cant get my super duper assistive software to work on teh new vista computer...and decends into grumble.
Oh and I found out that my classmate from Egypt got married a couple of weeks ago..liek 4 days after her 21st birthday, and though I don’t want to be married anytime soon ( still need to do some serious travelling and I have to live in a house on my own for at least a year) I can’t help but realise if we hadn’t come to England its likly Id be on my way down that path now. But I like to think Im a happier better person for coming here. Im never going to be the nicest person but I am less of a loner now and can actually talk to people fairly well , and though Ill never be a happy happy person the abundance of available books makes me more cheerful, plus I probably would never have found the litnet.
Hum and Ive run out of words.. sigh