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Hopelessly... in love.

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Anza
, 01-04-2009 at 04:02 PM (1474 Views)
When I saw Thomas at winter camp on the 22nd, I realized that I couldn't live without him. Next Wednesday will be sixth months since I first met him.I would not have survived these past six months without him. I told him so. I told him that I loved him, and couldn't live without him. He said that he decided the same about me. I asked if, during summer camp, he would have ever thought we would have this. He said yes, but that it was more hope than intuition. He said he'd had his eye on me since the first week I had met him. I was a warrioress, and a dark prince could only have a warrioress as a soulmate. And he was right. I am that; his soulmate. And he is mine.
He plans on marrying me, when I am old enough.
I have inadequacy issues with him. He plucked me from the edge of oblivion. I was three weeks past giving up on humanity, when I met him. He saved me. He makes me feel human, again. I could never match that. To which he responded...
even if things don't work out, even if the world shatters and falls away, even if the moon and stars die out, always know that I have, and always will love you. understand?
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  1. mtpspur's Avatar
    All the best wishes for you Anza. I hope you know you have people here at Litnet that also care about you if you ever need to talk.
  2. Virgil's Avatar
    Everyone can live without anyone. You just have to direct your energy into something else.
  3. Dori's Avatar
    I'm happy for you, but I fear for you. I hope things work out.
  4. Anza's Avatar
    Dori, what is the cause for your fear?
  5. Joreads's Avatar
    All the best and remember "It is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all"
  6. Remarkable's Avatar
    Yes,Joreads,I agree with you,but Anza,you must know that pain after a great love is much much bigger than everyday suffering.Still,I hope that never happenes to you...
  7. Dori's Avatar
    I fear that something might go wrong, something might drive you two apart. Maybe it's ridiculous... I just know all too well the feeling of devoting every inch of your body and soul to another, and then being torn apart and devoured by the one I loved so dear.

    Personal experience is the cause of my fear, I suppose.
    Updated 01-05-2009 at 07:40 AM by Dori
  8. 1n50mn14's Avatar
    ^__^I know exactly what Dori is saying.

    You are very lucky to have discovered this so young, but watch yourself carefully. Love can make us do incredibly stupid things. Remember that there is you as a person, there is him as a person, and there are two of you together- not just the two of you.

    Best of luck, darling.
  9. andave_ya's Avatar
    all the best to you...