Remarkable

Yes,I finished tidying up my room(well,long ago,but it's still a big succes)so now I'm sitting here,just not wanting to sleep.I know why I don't sleep now...You see,I'm that kind of person that believes sleep is actually sacred,but in the end,if I look closely,I notice that I don't lie down as much as I would like to.And that is probably due to that great fear of loosing time...The great fear of missing something that is going to happen,the great fear of not living...Sometimes I'm dead tired and I don't sleep because I think:"Wait,I can read something now,or watch a movie that tomorrow it's not going to be on TV,or talk to a friend on the phone,or write something on Facebook.It's probably time to learn a bit of Chemistry(well,it never comes to that when I'm dead tired)...".So here we are...I am not yet in University and already scared of...Of what?...Getting old?...Dying?...It's weird,isn't it?...