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In february 2001, my father succumbed to the disease which haunts my family. He suffered for years, and every opportunity that availed me I would visit. I returned home to sit beside my father as the energy that sustained him departed. There I was sitting alone with him on the eve of his death. I couldn't leave, eventhough asked. He was hungry and my mother offerred several suggestions. I finally offered the idea of fried baloney. He smiled, raised a finger and pointed it as the suggestion was the word he couldn't think of...this was my father's last meal with me (If I recall right...down south they reckon'). We sat together and enjoyed the meal in the TV room. He could no longer walk and so we ate where he was. My mother left to see some friends, so we were alone.

Eventually, he grew weary, and I took him to his bed. This was the only time I ever lifted my father, as I set him upon his bed. I looked to him, and he spoke,
"I'm afraid of this war." I looked at him perplexed and replied, "What war Dad?"

He said, "There is a war coming. I don't know if we can handle it?"

These were the last words I could ever imagine hearing. I looked at him and assured him that the American military and people could handle it. He looked to me, and slowly closed his eyes. He died within hours. I was not there, but my Mother was...I was in Madison, Wi visiting friends

I believed that at that time, the US could handle anything. It was Feb. 24th, 2001. How was I to know the depths of hatred the world would endure. I'm afraid now every day for Muslims, for soldiers, for peace. Peace that I so desire.
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  1. Psycheinaboat's Avatar
    Breathtaking post! Thank you so much for sharing that.
  2. andave_ya's Avatar
    In a grammatical context, very well written. The content, I agree with you in being amazed that the world could become such a suspicious place of people who aren't all bad. Peace I desire as well, but someone famous(I never can remember exactly who. Macarthur?) said that war is inevitable and I agree. As long as people are people war will happen.
  3. mtpspur's Avatar
    I'm at a loss for words. I've tried to reply three times now and my mind/emotions are all over the place. Fathers--even emotionally distant ones are irreplaceable--even more after the loss. My thoughts and friends are with you friend. Rich
  4. B-Mental's Avatar
    Thanks for your kind comments.
  5. Countess's Avatar
    SOPHIA - THE CRUXSHADOWS

    (spoken)"The human animal is a beautiful and terrible creature, capable of limitless compassion and unfathomable cruelty."

    When life is left behind this isolation
    Cruelty and hatred have become
    The cause of those whose eyes are full of wanting
    The truth will still abandon none

    So you must carry this light into the darkness
    You shall be a star unto the night
    You will find hope alive among the hopeless
    That is your purpose to this life

    The lips draw words and hands find actions
    Still there is more within one heart
    Into the silence will you answer
    Before the chaos will you come

    Do not injustice to another
    Defend the weak and innocent
    Let truth and honor always guide you
    Let courage find the light within

    Stand up when no one else is willing
    Act not in hatred or in spite
    Be to this world as a perfect knight
    Even if it means your life

    Here I am
    Alive among the injured and the dead
    Here I am
    Thy will be done
    Sancta Sophia (Here I am)
    Peace is born to your victory
    Athena Sophia (Here I am)
    Thy will be done (How can I hope to live)
    What I cannot dream

    You cannot map the ways of divinity
    This much is known only unto God

    And through these doubts and through your confusion
    Know that you are chosen to this fight
    Look to find a soul filled with compassion
    Look to see a living source of light

    <snip>
    Here I am
    Alive among the injured and the dead
    Here I am
    Thy will be done
    Sancta Sophia (Here I am)
    Peace is born to your victory
    Athena Sophia (Here I am)
    Thy will be done (How can I hope to be)
    What I can't believe

    (spoken) "The human animal is a beautiful and terrible creature, capable of limitless compassion and unfathomable cruelty. If you wish to find that which becomes the dividing line between mankind and other biological classifications, it rests not in brain size, dominance, or even emotional capability, but lies in the unique capacity for human beings to reflect on their actions and show regret, what is most certainly the ability to empathize, that gives them their position. All animals understand love and affection, but only man shows the propensity to place himself into the shoes of another lifeform. Losing this capability, among individuals of this species, reduces them below their much heralded position, and readies the climate for the likely fall of man, the fall from grace."

    <snip>

    Countess

    There is no love untouched by hate, no unity without discord
    There is no courage without fear, there is no peace without a war...Eye of the Storm, The Cruxshadows


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  6. Countess's Avatar
    There is no love untouched by hate; no unity without discord.
    There is no courage without fear. There is no peace without a war.
    There is no wisdom without regret; no admiration without scorn.
    There is strife within the temptest, but there is calm in the eye of the storm...

    Eye of the Storm, The Cruxshadows. (I heart Rogue forever and ever!)
  7. 's Avatar
    one poster here says there is no peace without war. that's giving up. the work of mohatma gandhi showed us one way...there are peaceful alternatives---i.e diplomacy (not the US brand), global sanctions/boycotts, peacekeeping, etc., but not under the present system wherein nation-states reside at the seat of power.

    great post, mental. thanks for getting me to think about this.
  8. B-Mental's Avatar
    I guess that I've always believed that peace is attainable, sustainable, and fleeting. Time creates new challenges. The importance of fighting wars is when they are just.
  9. andave_ya's Avatar
    YES! That's a pretty big issue; fighting wars when they are just. It's just hard to determine when that is.
  10. kiz_paws's Avatar
    This was a very touching Blog Entry, Pete. I am so glad that I came to your blog. Thank you, friend.
  11. B-Mental's Avatar
    Thanks Kiz, sorry didn't see that you posted it, I was busy getting out of jail! Just Kidding, Hugz, B