maraki16

give me a reason to live today
and i shall die a thousand times tomorrow.
give me a reason to open my wings and fly.
a reason to look at people straight into the eyes.
tell me i shall live without being hurt.
that the sun of this blue sky will not blind me.
that the words of all these people won't seem cold.
that their kiss and their caress will not kill me.
their hugs are cold, their kiss is bitter.
their smiles disgust me.
they repulse me or even scare me
they are as dark as a dive
envious like demons.
i hate them and qm scared of them.
i touch them and they pull me under
to the dungeons of the misery
and i get lost in the clamour of the Silence
in despair of finding a ray of light