Diary Of A Shadow

I've decided to rewrite the book I'm currently working on as my idea of re-writing the republic to fit a nihilistic persona I believe is not genuine enough for the level of ideas and expressions that I'm writing.

So I've decided to start all over again from scratch on the book that I have decided to write.

I'm a perfectionist when it comes to writing and if somthing doesn't match up completely where I want it to go I disregard it.

Writing is very stressful for me. I've so many great ideas, expressions and insights but it becomes so complicated for me to write them down.

I have atleast picked out a title that I'm sticking with. In contempt of Utopias.

I'm trying to go with a theme centered around hypocrisy, malice,irony and dystopianism of humanity.

My newest idea is to take all of that in the theme of ancient Sumeria.

I've decided to use a theme of how the first civilization got started and it's origins.

Basically my idea is to express the absurdity how civilization got started and how most of the problems humans face is of their own making.

So now I'm going to check out a bunch of books on ancient Sumeria for my novel theme and see where it goes from there.

( Shrugs.)