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Matt Turned Me Down

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Anza
, 05-16-2008 at 06:49 PM (1269 Views)
It did not go on so long that it hurts. That is all I have to say... I have other prospects. Like I said, I would rather him tell me now than lead me on (like John did for three and a half years).

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3.Amber wrote:
I'm not entirely surprised, and I thank you for your honesty. I would so much rather you be upfront with me than avoid me or the like. I agree that it needed to be said. I would have liked for you to return the feeling... but I would so much rather you be happy.
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~Amber~

2.Matthew wrote:

Well no, i definitely will not go back to her, to tell you the truth. But Amber, I realize that you told me on Monday that you were willing to make the "engagement"*edit on account of his mistake* it was the "american girlfriend" idea... idea more than a joke, but I'll be straight up with you. I think that you are a great girl, and you're a really good friend, but I don't think of you as a girlfriend type. I didn't want to hurt you upfront, but I think it needed to be said. Have a good weekend and I'll see you on Monday.
~Matt

1.Amber wrote:
You'll go back to her, won't you?
It's something I just have a feeling about... like when people know it's about to rain.
It also seems that Meagan has been pointing you to that direction...
I'm sorry if I seem intrusive... perhaps I simply care too much
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~Amber~
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  1. motherhubbard's Avatar
    I'm so so sorry. I know that's a disappointment for you. I think it was good to get it out now. Don't worry though- after all you are Miss America and having to fight the boys off with a stick. Are you the kind of girl that likes the boys that don’t like her back and doesn’t like the boys who like her? If so, what happens when the boy you like that doesn’t like you starts to like you?
  2. B-Mental's Avatar
    You are still very young, and I remember my youthful heart was always so hopeful to sharing times with a person I really cared about. It will pass, and then again no one knows what the future holds. A hug from far off, hope your weekend lifts your spirits. B
  3. Anza's Avatar
    Today was otherwise perfect. One of those throwaway days. Reading and sleeping and randomness in all my classes. An awards ceremony at the end. Raining.
    And Motherhubbard, I have liked boys that liked me back, it just doesn't happen often. That's why I've only had three boyfriends. ANd relationships make me nervous, so I often bolt.
  4. mtpspur's Avatar
    One of my closest lady friends is one I thought I would just die if we weren't married back in the high school days. (In hindsight the marriage would have been horrible.) BUT the friendship is of high quality and we both have done well in our marriages. Hang in there you are (and yes I KNOW you'll hate this but you are young and the lake is filled with possibilities. The world won't end tonite if you don't have a soul mate NOW. But hopefully you wo't be 29 either.
  5. Virgil's Avatar
    Oh that is too bad Anza. It will be ok. Don't forget, you're only fourteen. There will be lots of other guys. You have a long life in front of you. Concentrate on school for now. Just my opinion.
  6. Anza's Avatar
    15, Virgil. And I am not razed by it... it's like a thorn in my palm or something, though... a dull ache, but bearable.
  7. Bakiryu's Avatar
    how dare he? bastard! Down worry Anza, there are way better guys out there, for example all the cute guys who left NC for FL! *hugs*
  8. sprinks's Avatar
    Ohhhh I was so sad to hear that, there seemed to be such hope for it all! . But at least it didn't turn out nasty and into a big fight. And it is better that he didn't lead you on, I'll give him that. But I wish it could have turned out better for you - lots of hugs ~ Samantha
  9. Shurtugal's Avatar
    Anza, i'm glad you aren't that hurt... my heart goes out to you... i know it can hurt. i only liked one boy who actually like me back, but he moved away and we pretty much lost all contact, besides i was like 11... but i had found memories that still haunt me.
  10. Anza's Avatar
    Baki! Down girl! *smacks you with newspaper* Sit, stay, good puppy.
    He's not a B******. He is my friend. Still.     We will remain friends. I'm not leaving his side, and I daresay he's not leaving mine. And that will be all. We're still on exceptionally good terms. He's much more mature than you're (this means all of you, not just Baki) giving him credit for.
  11. 's Avatar
    im sorry to hear, but like B said you never know what the future holds, you two will be good friends probly til the end of highschool maybe further.

    my best wishes and prayers for you him and all the rest of my friends at fh ^^

    ~erique~
  12. kiz_paws's Avatar
    Sorry to hear that things didn't work out as you had hoped, but at least Matt was honest. And that takes courage, I'd say. He obviously really values you as a friend, and that works nicely, too. His feelings may change or they may not, but at least you are in his inner sanctum, which is always good when there is a person in our life that we just need to be around .... hmmm, hope that makes sense. Take care, Kizzo
  13. TexJR's Avatar
    Should it be smart for me to go back and read some previous blogs you've done so it could shed some light? I think so. But I'm sorry to hear what happened Anza.