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Being a teenager is chemically equivalent to being bi-polar, depressed, and schizophrenic. Awesome times, eh?

I'm not bi-polar.

I'm tired... I'm hurt... I'm confused... I'm happy... I'm hopeless.... I'm joyful... Bloody, I'm a teenager

Not just a teenager, but of the female gender.

Oh Shurtugal, hang in there! I spent the best part of the last 2 years sounding almost exactly like this! And occasionally I still feel like this. It is a hard time, but you'll get through it! But never forget that even though there are people out there who understand exactly what you are feeling, your thoughts are yours and yours alone. You will always be unique. Sometimes being different can be hard, but it's one of the best things you can do.

My dear friend, let me tell you something. This last year you've changed into someone I never expected the klutzy Shurt would turn into. You've matured fantastically. Once I thought you were an ordinary teenager, but then I've read your story, I've heard you sing, I've seen you grow into someone who really is special and someone I'm proud to call friend. You do share your world, rather brilliantly I must admit, with your story, and that's one of reasons why you should get as many people as you can to read your story; it's a good world. Love with all the strength of your happy youth, but remember that tears are only a gateway into insights about yourself, as are the burns. Sing your soul and make it your mind! You've no need to be afraid of death -- we rest in Him! You will be remembered for something great, for many things great, I can tell. And furthermore, even sticks-in-the-mud have places in the world. Just, you're not a stick in the mud.

I'm flashing back to year three of my marriage to the long suffering one and this is causing deja vu. Hang in there. It will get better. Just don't know when. It will get worst. Monday is the prime suspect. Smile--give yourself a break. Andave Ya speaks well of you and that's enough for me.

Hey Shurtzie! When you look back, you will think that there were no times better than the teenage ones. I know that there's lots of peer pressure and all of that -- but it is a time where you can test out who and what you are and get away with it. Hmmmm ... that sounds unstable, hope you know that I mean the best for you. And I totally second the notion that your story is awesome and needs to be read by as many as possible. Hang in there, my friend!

My rope of sanity is dwindling... but i'm still here.

What Andy said.