Life

That night, Sunny wouldn't tell who had the phone, and I was afraid...

I was afraid that my parents would be angry at my possession of the phone, no matter how I came by it, or might even have gotten the wrong idea about it-- like I had it intentially or something. I was upstairs when the poo hit the fan; Mom told Sunny that she was going to the Capital City Youth Services Headquarters, that night. Sunny would have none of it, and went bolting out the door, in an attempt to run away. Mom called the cops... again. They said that she would have to go to a relative's house, because CCYS was full, and they didn't want her at home. I did not sleep that night, either, and had gone on a 1 1/2 mile walk with my mom to keep her from falling apart-- after hearing your daughter yell about how she hates you and that you're "f***ing psycho," you would fall apart too.
Friday, I had three nervous breakdowns. I stayed in Mrs. Allen's room for three of my classes; hers, PE, and Culinary, because I also had minor food poisioning. Friday afternoon, mom forgot me, and while she was supposed to pick me up from the school at three, didn't come until 4:45. Then she begged me to accompany her to Tina's house, a friend of hers, and the woman who introduced her to my father. I accepted for her sake, and we ended up spending the night there. After I cried. And begged. And pleaded. for mom to take me home... "But I don't want to go home." she whined. I have been keeping you sane at my expense. Take. Me. Home. NOW!!! Then, the next morning, were in route for home. HOME!

And then I hear Mom. "I want to visit Steve and Erik." I want to go home. And I cried again, pleading how I wanted to be home at three yesterday, before she forgot me. And took me to Tina's.
And I hadn't slept since tuesday.
When we finally got home, she was nagging me for all she was worth. For everything. So when I got the choice to go to grandma's I jumped. That night I finally slept. it was amazing!