View RSS Feed

Poetry

thoughts

Rate this Entry
It's really amazing how time plays us. With every passing moment, we face new challenges and gets a step further to our ends. As I contemplate on how our relationship ended in such a strange way, I feel numb and can't think straight. Am I in love with you to the degree I wish you happiness with him? Am I a saint? I don't think so. All I know is that your happiness makes me happy no matter who you feel it with. I fade away over here but smiling cause you are happy. I know how much you love me but can't live with me. I know how much you do. Yet, take care of yourself and be happy. Don't make me lose my health, even more my life, for nothing. Just take care of yourself.
Categories

Comments

  1. mtpspur's Avatar
    I have a major feeling that you are young and this is an early serious meaningful love of your life. For that you are blessed with the good and the bad that goes with the it just didn't work out result that often comes of this. There is life after first love and you will be amazed at how much more wonderful it will be as a result of the previous experience. Just don't be 29 when it happens.
  2. HerGuardian's Avatar
    Thanks for your words. Yet, this is not my first experience of love. I'm having a greatly mutual profound love with my wife. I love my wife to the degree I would sacrifice anything for her. The other one came in a time of need for me and we had this mental love which led us into the unexpected of being heartly attached to each other. We can't get married for she can't accept my status as being married which I made clear that I won't end. Now, she's engaged to her cousin who I know for sure he loves her greatly. She began to discover his good traits and now she is starting or actually started to love him. What a dilemma, lol.
  3. Anza's Avatar
    If you loved her, let her go. You are obviously blessed with a wonderful wife...
  4. HerGuardian's Avatar
    She isn't only wonderful but amazingly amazing. No one can put up with my insanity the way she does. I'll always do my best to make her happy.


    thanks for your advice