My Blog...How original.

i'm not sure if any of you remember but during Christmas i had blogged about my grandpa having a lot of problems and such. This morning at 6:30, while at the hospital, my grandpa was found unresponsive.

I was the first to cry, but yet i don't feel like morning. There's a heavy cloud over the house, but nothing unbarrable. I think there are is reasons for this. First, even though at the time no one would have admitted it, the last several months we have been living on a roller coaster, trying to get him better. But in the back of our minds, we knew that any moment he would leave us. so it wasn't like a terrible shock but at the same time it was.

But it is not so much loosing someone-- a family member-- close, but it is knowing that they are gone. Just knowing. A haunting feeling. To think, just yesterday I saw hi and tommorow i never will ever be able to. Pray for our family, there's is a lot going on. -Argetlam