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ok.... i'm taking a brake from the story.

so what's been going on in Shurtzie's life? at the moment... a dress that i've been working on sewing for the past month i messed up on so i had to rip it all out... well most of it!!!!!

some people of noted it, but my music has been changing. i use to be only country and soundtracks. but now i'm listening to rock and stuff like that. hmmm... let me show you the newest songs i've been listening to. or at least the lyrics.

"Face Down"
by Red Jumsuit Apparatus

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
One look puts the rhythm in my head.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world bears a consequence
If you wait around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
Say you're right again,
Heed my lecture.

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

(Screaming)
One day she will tell you that she had enough
It's coming round again(2x)

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found

Face down in the dirt she said
"This doesn't hurt" she said "I finally had enough."(2x)

"I'm Still here"
by Johnny Rezenik

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway…
You don't know me,
And I’ll never be what you want me to be.

And what do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man..
You can take me and throw me away.
And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own.
They don't know me 'cause I'm not here.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
The don’t know me,
'Cause I’m not here.

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted, I could be
Now you know me, and I'm not afraid
And I wanna tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can the world want me to change,
They’re the ones that stay the same.
They can’t see me,
But I’m still here.

They can’t tell me who to be,
‘Cause I’m not what they see.
And the world is still sleepin’,
While I keep on dreamin’ for me.
And their words are just whispers
And lies that I’ll never believe.

And I want a moment to be real,
Wanna touch things I don't feel,
Wanna hold on and feel I belong.
And how can they say I never change
They’re the ones that stay the same.
I’m the one now,
‘Cause I’m still here.

I’m the one,
‘Cause I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.
I’m still here.

"Far Away"
by Nickleback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know


[CHORUS]
I love you
I've loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know


[CHORUS]
That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'd never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me,and never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me never let me go

Keep breathing
Hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me, never let me go

it's been rainy for such a long time... clouds... rain. but on tuesday me, Jo, Jane, and my little sister were at bible study and we were walking out in the pouring down rain. we were having so much fun! but suddenly Jo was all like, " You sure you can go this far?" after replying yes, he said "well i was going around the block." i got mad at him... not mad, just disappointed in him. so i did something i don't really do, i told him what i thought. "Some friend you are!'' I shouted. He stopped walking away and looked at me.

"Some friend i am? what, i've only for like, ten years?" (it's only been actually 7. lol)

he walked over to us and came back with us. what do ya know, standing up for yourself and speaking your mind isn't always the worst thing! cool! lol.

so that's what's been going on in shurtzie's life. nothing special to those looking in, but the most dearest from those looking out.

and another thing.... i was thinking about Vincent Valentine... he can never die and is always 27... cool, right? but then it hit me... if he knew a girl, she would become into a young women and he could love her like a father, then a women who could love him like a wife, but then, one day, she could love him only like a mother. and then finally, she would die. every person he would ever know, would become old and die. and he could only be 27... very sad and depressing. so what is the point of eternal life if you can't share it with someone.

over and out! Vale! (from an unnormal teen)- argetlam