Irritating. And scary.
by , 02-11-2008 at 05:33 PM (1730 Views)
I'm talking about my psychology class. A big chunk of the class and curriculum is based on evolutionary psychology. As you know, I am a Christian and a creationist. A firm creationist. So every time the Professor mentions evolution (or rather when I am astute enough to pick up on it) I get irritated because it pointedly contradicts what I know. But as I do not know enough about evolution to be able to argue it with a psychology teacher, and as it isn't the time or place in class, I quietly fume.
It's really taking away from my enjoyment of the class, too, but what can I do? It's probably not worth mentioning that all material taken from evolution theory is positive stuff that "proves" it. Unless the book is marveling at how amazing it is that the complex universe was so magnificently created...from a Big Bang.
It's not as if the teacher is trying to indoctrinate me, I know that. It's just that I get frustrated. I want to be openminded -- I want to know evolutionary perspective -- but it's supremely awkward to HAVE to know it, without being able to see how it fits into my worldview and without being able to research proper rebuttals. By that I mean those not using either Biblical references or faith-based references but concrete, accepted-by-unbelievers material.
Then again, I don't want to belittle people's beliefs. They would die for them -- who am I to tell them that they're right or wrong? Especially since I would do the same?
I'm hoping that once we get through with neuroscience everything'll smooth out.
Ok, moving on to totally different topics....
Does anyone have a hard time blogging? There are some times that I'll start blogging, or emailing someone, and then give up in disgust because I sound mean, or cheesy, or contrived, or fake. I detest that in myself. I tried to blog twice on Friday but gave up. My Mom feels the same way; how about you?
Another question, and this is going to sound incredibly odd. Chalk it up to my psych class; suddenly I'm thinking about a lot of psychological stuff. My question is, why do you read my blog? Not that I'm not grateful, just curious. As I see it, the regular bloggers have certain characteristics that make me want to read them. Like, for example, Rich is funny. Kiz is sweet. Countess is brilliant. Shalot's real-life. Virgil's opinionated. Nik's intellectual. Bulletproof's funny, as well as my sister. I've a sneaking suspicion as to what my characteristic is, but I'll wait for your input.
Thanks, all.
Cheers,
Andave.



