Om

Today I felt the greatest love and weight.
But Yesterday I felt it too,
For what tomorrow do I now wait?
Cynical thoughts have entered my mind,
Thoughts supported by evil demons.
Are they trying to trap me?
Because at the same time I feel all sensations turned into one;
I'm breathing, but also drinking, swimming and flying all at once.
I don't feel anymore,
Because when I felt the greatest love and weight,
Or several days before,
I felt life for the first time tasted from her lips;
And drank love into my lifeless life from her kiss.
Now I don't feel again, like I was unfeeling before,
Nor can I think or write anything down.
My soul and life fleeting before my eyes,
But when I close them (my eyes)
I can still grasp her in my mind,
But how long will I have this?
I'm losing my mind over this.
I still have some equanimity,
But now I have the greatest knowledge and greatest weight.