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Halls of the Dark Muse

Oblivion

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I do not know what happend. I thought the day had gone rather well really for the most part. Nothing occured, there were no real problems or misfortunes, I had all in all enjoyed myself during the day, nothing fancy or speical really happend, but nonetheless things went well enough. But then for no particuarly reason that I can name, I sank down into oblivion. Nothing I can see really triggered it or stired it up, it just fell upon me quite suddenly. I do not know if I would truly say I was depressed at the moment, but I feel a certain dark anxiety upon me but perhaps this is the mere price to pay, for I fear at times my muse is as manic as I am and has mood swings all of its own making which do have the tendency to afflect me at such moments. I wonder if things would work better, or worse, if our mood swings were in fact in tuned with each other. So I can only wait for it to pass.

Updated 08-20-2008 at 09:27 PM by Dark Muse

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  1. Virgil's Avatar
    Muse, is this a work in progress or is this a personal statement? I get confused with blog entries. If it's a personal statement, I understand how these things suddenly come upon one. It happened to me two days ago and I felt melancholic all day, for no particular reason actually. I'm sure it will be better tomorrow.
  2. Dark Muse's Avatar
    Hehe, it is a personal statement
  3. PrinceMyshkin's Avatar
    I can only hope that by daring to name it, you brought the mood somewhat under your own control. But we cannot choose our moods: as you suggest in this entry they fall upon us or choose us...