Life

Hello peoples, I'm sure you don't want to hear about my day, but I'm sure that I really don't care.
This morning, I passed ♥John♥ in the hallways, and I said Hi to him, and he turned really slowly, and kind of timidly to look at me. He seemed really... relieved that I was at school, like he had actually missed me or something...
I made it through two classes today. Aren't you all proud? In first period I was married to my friend Samuel. (I knew that would get your attention!) I read the part of Juliet, and he read Romeo, in this RIDICULOUS British accent.
Then I went to Latin, the only class I was really shooting for. I went into his class and lay in the window seat. (Each window at my school has a little bench in front of it, and a cushion.) We studied for Regionals, everybody else working on packets, since the rest of my team wasn't there, and Mr. B asking me Certamen questions. After a while, he just let me sleep, and then sent me to the clinic to go home.
I passed John again, only I walked a little behind Wendy, yelling at her to turn around. He peeked from behind Wendy, and his expression melted from inquisitive, to one of his crooked smiles-- my favorite kind... Maybe he does notice I exist... I really hope so, but there's always this little shadow in the back of my mind that keeps me from getting my hopes too high, reminding me of how he's toppled me before...
And at the clinic, who should walk in but my ex-boyfriend! Luckily, he didn't try to bait me. We actually had a civil conversation, until my Mom got there, and took me home.
And I'm here all alone! All I want is for someone to take care of me, but mom has to work and dad always has to work. So I'm getting super-paranoid! The other day, I went onto the back porch armed with my BB gun cause there was a squirrel, and I thought it was a theif or a raper or murderer or something.