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Shurtugal
, 01-22-2008 at 08:01 PM (1381 Views)
tody, i'm taking a brke from my story... yes, some could consider me evil for this.... but, heck, a don't give a dern. so, you ask what am i going to talk about? many things. so be prepared!

first, i want to make and announcement... i've almost excepted my fate. i'm growing up, and my innocence is almost completly gone. i should stress that i almost except my fate. not quite though. anyway, the other night, i was lying on my bed and listening to some of songs. Then that is when it happened. "Peter Returns" started playing, and closer to the end, i felt like something was leaving me, i closed my eyes, and-this is going to sound really wierd- but i could see it leaving me. innocence was leaving going up into the sky and i was reaching for it, but could not hold it down. it's gone, i have unwillfully let it go. not completly but, i know i'm not going to ever enter Neverland... well, being me, i got mad and threw my earphones down. then i cried....
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  1. andave_ya's Avatar
    Hey, hey, Shurt, remember what I said on my last blog entry? It's ok. I'm here if you want to talk to me.
  2. Shurtugal's Avatar
    Thanks andya... *hugs* yeah, but i think for me, it's alot harder, i can see you grow up, you like being mature. and i do, but at the price it's asking for, ugh... it wouldn't be so bad if i knew that i wasn't the only one not wanting to grow up. but it seems like i am. if there where more people that i knew saying. "No, i will not grow up!" i would link my arm in theirs and together, we'd be not growing up. but most people i know can't wait to get older, to be able to do certian things. i mean, i can't wait either for somethings... like being able to drive, going out with my friends, ect... but what's more important to me is my innocence! i want it so bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heck, if i could grow up and still be as innocent as a young child i'll be game! but, low, that's not how life planned it.
  3. Anza's Avatar
    Aww... I'll not grow up with you. Come and link arms with me...
  4. Shurtugal's Avatar
    glady.... *links arms with Anza and flies to Neverland*