A Ramble through Smilie Land

Ive realise somthing about myself in the last 2 days, I do have a spine I can face probably the biggest humilatio Ive ever had and still walk off gracefully ( ok clomp off since I can never walk gracefully) but I managed it with a smile and so what if I went and bought a 25 packet bag of crisps, choclate and fizzy drinks. I guess Im learning to stand up for myself and what I belive in. I dont trust people dont know as I ever have but Im beging to trust myself to an extent, and that has got to be good.
So mybe real life isnt all smiles and smilies and maybe everyday has that group of people who snigger instead of saying hello. But you know what I no longer care, I guess Ive finally learned to accept who I am and embrace it.
And Ive decided that I wont let my 'handicapp'constrain me Im going to get it to catpult me into freedom.
Hello world!