My Blog...How original.

you know what i hate ( other then nuts)- yep you guessed it- being ignored. (what a qwink-a-dink). oh, there are some who pay mind, but even then, being called crazy does give off the vibe-yes, stupid word- that says, "hey, you're really weird and you kinda freak me out." have you ever gotten that vive? funny, i get it almost everyday. why? -i'm just guessing you're asking me that- cause i am a little off my rocker when i speak. why? you see, my brain works way faster then my mouth can move and speak at the same time... so in the end it comes out somethin' like this, "oh, i just remember- Stop interupting me!- remembered thatpz -bleh- i mean 'that'. so as i was saying..." and it goes on like that. oh, and to top it off, i half the time mumble a thought that comes into my mind as someone is speaking to me, so when they ask me what i said, i'll say nothing, the give me the look that says "yar completely insane." finish up their conversasion and walk away. of course, some people really show that they think i'm crazy-- wait... you know i should just stop talking like i'm a marture. i'm not. people do try to talk to me, but boy- and i mean BOY!- do i have major gut problems-(as in not much courage)- with people i don't know. when they start talking to me, i'm almost fine (stress the word Almost) when they strike up the conversasion, but somehow, i make a bloody fool out of myself. almost a guarentee kind of thing. so really, i'm not ignored, just feel kinda on the out skirts. And it ain't- yeah i said "ain't"- funny how much i want to scream at people that i'm not as stupid as they think i am. but that really wouldn't convinse now would it. i don't mind be crazy, that's just me, but what bothers me is that people got to keep rubbing it my face like a kid trying to prove they are better then me. i know they don't mean it-that is i don't think they mean it- but heck i've been wrong before. i got to go. i'm in the middle of the ending of a really-stress really a whole lot- book. title? Maximume Ride. Sound fermilar? yeah, changed the title of my blog when i read it, but i still keep the dragon tone to it. any way, dad's got to go and fix the computar. see ya'll around, k?-agetlam

p.s. any one seen silent_x? i'm kinda missing him. give me a shout out if you see 'im. thanks.