Living Breathing Contradiction...

so hes leaving, yeah. i mean i know i havent ever realy met him, but i realy realy care about him like i havent ever felt this way about ANYONE which is weird considering the amount of relationships ive had. its like a connection and i guess he was there for a while now he has to go before i start to belive what he says about me being a good person. im just going to miss him so much, i mean i know this sounds stupid and childish, and everyone is probably thinking o well or w.e. but it hurts to think about it and for the next two years i wont get to talk to him. i jjust want to go curl up and die. someone please kill me...pretty please?

-a very heartbroken steph-