Intro

PMSsing sucks, to those of you fellas who aren't as complicated and emotional as us chicadees, it does,
just saying, lol

I know, I'm young, so sometimes, i get those, i feel dark n depressed right now moments,
well, the theme for today is: my world is dying

Everything that i stand for, will never be seen, everything that runs through my mind will may never be put to action,

ok, besides that whole theory, there's this: My generation is a disgrace, i respect music for all it stand for, however most of the good in that music is dying, i'm a music slave, lover, follower, but to hear, "Her arse, that b&*&&/"
"Wanna make love to you" then hearing my friends, or every girl in the vicinity, sitting next me going, "Oh girl that's my song!"

It gets even better, we're young so we have the whole "puppy love" thing going on, well how can the puppy love ever happen if the only thing we have to pick from is a group of shallow, selfish, unhelpful tots, i no it's harsh, but hell 75% of those tots, fit that description and evern more unfortunately,
(You know, they don't change over time either, i've heard from the grapevine)
where the 25% are, i really don't know,
(one of the reasons why i'd rather go with orlando bloom)

well, that's mainly gal talk, is love the possible, or impossible?!

the rest i don't feel to great expressing right now,
but the good vs. evil, drunk, halarious, crappy world with wonderfully smelled chili dogs with a nice side of odl school rap (top that off with some guns n roses)
has been ruined,

i now realize,
the world sucks,
just like being on your period,


lol




The End


Sorrowful Regret

I've erased myself from time,

regretting all the things i have not done.

Not feeling the hot skin beneath your lips,
nor the feel of your eyes pearing into my heart.

Now which lies dead, and divided apart.

What I regret the most is how my demons took me captive,

and the passion I've never forgotten, has made me passive.

(this is as close as i can get to for an erotic feeling, oy vay)