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My good friend leaves this friday. Off to college! He is really excited, but nervous at the same time. Anyways...

Today was a good day. Can't complain...didn't argue with my brother for more than five minutes, which lately, thats pretty darn good. Since he has been off of his meds, he has had a shorter temper and has been more paranoid. He USED to be a dare-devil...always trying to push the limits in pissing people off. Now he freaks out whenever anyone does something silly. He is edgy and quick to anger. Plus he is really been annoying. I've been under a lot of pressure, so its been hard to stay patient. He has OCD...not the worst kind of case, but still its bad enough. Its hard...really hard. He can be really fun, but I've been having a hard time with him lately. He sucks at Spanish. We are Mexican, but he really...REALLY sucks at Spanish. So he wants to take German next year. I think its a bad idea. My German teacher and him would clash constantly. I know her and I know him. Its going to be like watching to tigers going at it...times 100. A blood bath. (Now I feel like shouting, "PREPARE FOR GLORY!"....I saw a shirt with that on it, my friend told me to buy it so I could wear it when I take the ACT )

Hopefully my dad can convince him not to take that class. He only ever listens to my dad, which is sad because he already hears it from me...my dad and I think a lot alike for the most part.

So, as I was saying...Good day. Made chocolate mousse. Yummy...so good. Then I hit the town with my buddy Bryan. We spent an hour looking for The Paseo Arts District. I've never been there...when we did find it, everything was already closed. But it was fun anyways.

Also went and saw Rush Hour 3. Ok, its not the best film in the world. Its a Jackie Chan movie, so I don't want to hear it. It was funny and the fight scenes where decent. But hey, not in my top ten. But not bad. I love the bloopers though! There were some pretty good ones. The beginning was hilarious!!

I have a confession to make. (OH! Juicy details!) Just playing...the juicy bit. On the way home, my friend was driving, well I think there was a moment when he was about to kiss me. It freaked me out...because I only see him as a friend and I thought we had put that behind us. He had asked me out about a year ago...don't get me wrong, he is a really great guy...but just not for me. He is the good guy...the one mom likes. So there yah go. I just don't want him to bring it up again, because the last time he did, I felt really weird around him and avoided him for a month. That was a mistake and almost ruined our friendship, but it makes me feel bad because I don't feel the same. He is such a great guy and I just don't want to hand him another bite of rejection. He has only had one girlfriend(5th grade, does that even count?)...and he told me that he has never kissed a girl (or a boy... ). So I'm not really sure what to do...a little help would be great. I would go to my best friend, but I'm still frustrated with her. Plus, she thinks it would be great fun for me to have a bf too! Please, I DON'T WANT ONE!

On that note! Anyways...its really late. Off to bed!!

Hugs Not Drugs

-Ana ( I need a new phrase...any suggestions?)

p.s.-He is the one leaving for college.

p.s.s-I added the -ness because I was thinking about the movie You, Me and Dupree...he adds -ness to peoples names...thought it was funny.
-Ana-ness