Journo's List

Work was so easy. All I did was bag. I had some new girl shadowing me so I just let her get straight on. She did good...all I did was stand around and look pretty.

Has anyone read Socrates Cafe? My AP-Biology teacher talked to us about it last year...she's kinda like a hippy, philosophy, science, artsy lady. Pretty cool. Well anyways, I've decided to make a Socrates Cafe Club at my school. They don't have anything like it and I think its about time there was one. I'm not gonna lie, I haven't really read that much about philosophy...I've read Nietzsche, Marx, Plato and Socrates...oh Aristotle...but thats about it. Anyone got some more suggestions. I guess I could just go to the philosophy forums...I guess not. I think it will be good for us schoolers to get our philosopy-ness on.

Okay, I've decided that I'm just gonna ignore the almost, weird, out of the blue, kiss of death (Just playing) and let it slide. So false alarm. I guess it just freaked me out. I just didn't want to get trapped! Bars are no good. I'm too independent...I don't like getting tied down.

Monkey Bike Magic.

I have no clue what to do with my brother. He is driving me insane. He is crazy paranoid, obsessive, controlling, worry-wart, clingy, annoying...tattle-tale. He told on me! Well, he actually just kind of made it up...the little snitch. He said that I was driving with no hands! I'm not stupid...he told my parents that I think I am immortal. No, I don't. I don't go out to get wasted, I don't have sex, I'm not running around with the wrong people, I don't do drugs, I don't race other people, I don't race trains, I don't pick fights...there are a lot of 'I don't...''s. Oh, I don't smoke. I seriously don't know what to do. I still don't really talk to my dad, and my mom...I could talk to her but she might just pin it on me. I could really use the help here. I feel like I'm falling...I feel bad for fighting with my brother, even though he provokes me...I feel like I should be more patient...but I've got enough stress.

I read an article that says ranting makes you feel worse. Maybe for a moment, but I'm feeling a tad bit better. Than again...Radiohead, Coca-Cola and being alone are pretty good 'lets get happy' things.

Whatev', I'm done.

Don't Punch The Kid

-Ana