A Ramble through Smilie Land

How some things change and others never do?
I thought Id got myself all organised and yet here I am within spitting distance of a deadline and so utterally bored by the idea of actually putting whatIve learned down on paper that Im about 600 words away from finishinng. I thought Id got past this thing where I get really enthusiastic about a subject and enjoy the studying/research but by the time the exam/essay needs to be written I can work up the energy because my mind has already moved onto somthing different.

Its why Ill never be a writer I just cant keep up with myself.

But on a more general way you think youve changed but have you?

somehow you always end up repeating yourself.