Barmy Blue's Bland Blog

I regret to say that I've felt considerably worse today.
After a breakfast I didn't feel like eating, of scrambled eggs and 2 minute bacon, I did some last minute revision for my business exam and psyched myself up for it. I even used the new black pen (Form a set of 3) that mum got me as a stocking filler (Tough I don't actually have stockings anymore so it was a bag with an adorable little kitten with a bow around it's neck (I dreamed of having a kitten this Christmas, seeing as it's lonely without Henry. I doubted I'd get one but I imagined it anyway. I'd go downstairs in the morning and find a little basket, or cat carrier, and inside would be a little kitten, any kitten, with a bow around it's neck. Alas no kitten with a bow but I had that one on the bag and I also have a kind of vibrating cat that's like a cushion and it meows, that has a bow too and it was in a box. So not quite what I was dreaming of but it was a cat with a bow .)). The pen was actually quite good and didn't smudge. I answered every question but ran out of time on the last one, even though I'd timed it all. So we'll have to see how that goes.
Then I went to Miss Miller's lesson. They’d gone over all of the homework that I was supposed to have done and were about to watch the end of the 1984 DVD. After that I managed to cobble together the essay plan we were supposed to have done as homework (Though I'm no good at planning so it was just a list of areas that it would be wise to cover).
We were supposed to have life skills four fourth lesson but Ms Banks has arranged for us to continue our Wuthering Heights revision.
Actually this doesn't sound so bad. So I don't know why I've felt so low today.
I was depressed at lunch and didn't feel hungry so I didn't eat any of my lunch. I spent the time starting a new story where I take over the world (Of Britain at least) and get revenge on my enemies .
Also there was no PE today (another good thing) which was just as well because I decided not to take in my PE kit because;
1) I never do anything in PE anymore and
2) Because I didn't want to have to carry it around with me.
So, like I said, my PE was canceled. I spent that time writing chapter 3 of my other story that I've been writing (I can't remember if I've already mentioned it or not). As of yet it has now name but I shall try to name it if I actually manage to finish it (Kind of an incentive to finish it). A few things in there are taken from researching mainly Greek, quite a bit of Egyptian and a tiny bit of Chinese mythology. Oh, and I spot of Japanese, I think, but I'll have to check that.
I've actually been thinking about trying to lose some weight today. I'm sure it's just phase though, just another addition to my mood swing. I'm actually feeling a bit hungry now so I'll see if there's anything I feel like eating.

Oh, and to all of my readers thank you for your advice and support. It's been a real help and a comfort to know that you're there.

You guys know what?
I'm feeling much more cheerful now. And don't worry, I'm not going to let myself starve (I’m too hungry for that ). And as for my whole weight thing, I'll see how I go. I'm happy as I am, no matter what a silly mood swing makes me think.

This is a happier Bluebiird hanging in there with a fresh smile on her face .