Control
by , 01-27-2014 at 10:18 AM (1774 Views)
I am trying to stay in control of everything in my life at the moment. My scheduling is a bit out of form and I need to get back to everything really. I am stuck on sources for my BA, I have right now 16 books in front of me that I might be able to use I just can't find anything or get it in place. I am just stuck. My brother is reading the 14 pages I have so far and hopefully that will get me going, it usually works.
I am a bit ahead in my classes but I don't know how long I'll keep that up. I am trying to read a head a bit so I can focus on my BA when my son is with his dad.
I have found that I watch to much tv, and I don't mean that I watch for hours every day just that when I decide to read I feel better. I don't know why but it has a huge impact on my anxiety and stress. The thing is tv is easy, just click and it starts and your brain takes a rest.
I have a lot to do for school and of course this means I can't stop thinking about changing my living room.... wonder what that means. I just want to turn everything around. I always do when I should be focused on work.
Well I have gotten my fill of complaining for now, gonna get back to work, or at least try.
I should remember what Yoda said 'Do or do not, there is now try'



