day in a life

I am thinking about the past year and what it has done for me. In this year and a half that I have been alone I have been completely alone, I didn't want any contact with anyone of the opposite gender until I knew what I wanted. I have looked into different philosophies and even thought of religions but nothing suits me and what I want. That is OK cause I have realized what it is I want and just going to school was a huge step for me and I feel like I have what I wanted and need nothing more. It would be stupid to say I didn't want companion I just don't know what I am looking for in that department, maybe I shouldn't think to much about it. If I started doing that I would have a list that doesn't fit anyone (the bad thing is I have that list in my head and I can't get it out) my friend has certain ideas and she uses me as an excuse to check out cute guys.... Like you need one.
Anyway I guess I am getting into a bit of a daze now, I don't think it has anything to do with the holidays cause this is the best time of the year, dark and snowy. This just happens every now and then.

The third santa came last night and my son did the funniest thing. I have talked about Christmas on the ice before and that the santas mom is a troll that eats the naughty children and they have a cat that eats the kids that won't get new clothes. very sweet right? anyway he wrote santa a letter were he asked him (he really used these words,in icelandic of course) please let me live and my friends and don't let your mom eat us.
I couldn't stop laughing when he was in bed with a note in his shoe. I love these horrifying stories we tell our kids at Christmas, my brother said they are threats but they are no different from other folk stories or H.C. Andersen or Grimm.

Anyway I just started reading 'Much Ado About Nothing' again, read it years ago but decided to read it again cause one great director and sci-fi/fantasy screenwriter made a movie based on it that will come out next year and I can't wait!

It is funny how girls that don't like sci-fi or superhero movies think that all guys like them. My best friend says that all guys love these movies but that is simply not true, I can't say I have met many that do. I don't like romantic comedies but I do like sci-fi and that is a pretty big part of my interests, I mean I want to write my B.A. thesis on that genre. but I don't know this is just my ramblings at a time I don't make much sense.