fear
by , 11-02-2011 at 08:17 AM (912 Views)
the worst thing I have tried not to think about after I started school and knew would happen one day, has happened. It takes me about 30 by bus to get to school and when I am returning home I always have to wait up to 15 minuets at the bus station. I have often thought what would I do if the called from school and told me my son was sick it could take 40 minuets to get there and that is if I run from the nearest bus station and if I don't have to wait for long. well this morning my mom took me to the bus station and then drove my son to school because my classes start early on Wednesdays, she called me when I was almost at school and told me he was sick and that he threw up when he got to school, luckily this time she was there so she took him home and told me to go to school but there was no way I was going to school when he was sick at home so I jumped out at the nearest bus station to get back home and it took about 35 minuets. I know my mom wants to help but I really hate having to rely on people so much. Anyway, he is sleeping on the floor in his bedroom right now. as much as I dislike cars and all they cost, I sometimes wish I had one.
he is not very often sick so it is OK and I guess I'll manage. I have to say it is always a cheerful thought when your problems and worries aren't very big. I love it when I feel like I have a huge problem and realize how small it really is, most problems are very small!



