day in a life

it is raining now, finally that means I don't have to clean my garden furniture after the ash. I always love the rain, I am gonna go see my brother later on for coffee, he is my best friend and we talk on the phone everyday for at least 40 minuets, his girlfriend is not so happy about it, don't know why.

I feel like I have gone a whole circle this past year when it comes to my feelings and longings in life. I have been happier than I was before but now for the first time I feel happy about almost everything. I am not lonely or depressed, I am happy to be alone. that being said I also know that I don't want to be alone but I am not gonna rush into anything, it will happen when it happens.

My son told me that he is going to be a cop-baker when he grows up, he wants to be a cop but he also loves baking so why not mix it and make some new profession. He also told me that he doesn't want to have kids when he grows up because he doesn't want to marry some girl. he just wants to live with me. He turned 5 this week so he feels so big and grown up.

well nothing big going on here on the ice now so I'll just get back to my book, I am reading DR.Shivago by Pasternak.