day in a life

today is my day off. Right now I am sitting in my kitchen by my favorite table and drinking coffee and listening to my favorite radio show. Wondering what to do today. I was working last weekend so this is the only day off I have. On Saturday I watched the whole Firefly series, I just got home from work and watched it all. Then on Sunday I didn't want to stay at home, I wanted to go out and meet people but since my best friend is my brother and he dosen't live very close to me and besides him I really have just one friend and she has been sick so i just stayed at home and watched a few episodes of Being Human, the UK version. I don't think that is time wasted but the thing is that now I have my son for two weeks and I love that but that also means that I will being staying at home every night. I love that I just I wish I could do something when he is at his dads house. I don't know, I also think this is just a phase, I did this in December too and got over it so it might just take me a few days.

Maybe it has an effect that my ex has a girlfriend now, I am truly happy about that, I broke up with him and I was hoping he would find someone so I wouldn't feel so guilty about our breakup. Now he has and I just think I want this too. My son really likes his new girlfriend and she seems to like him. I am very happy about one thing, now they do something together, they went to the zoo and rented a movie they could all watch together before when I asked my boy what he did they usually just took a drive to care dealerships and stuff like that, something a 4 year old is not a fan off!

What I think is good for my boy now that he has parents that have split up, I think he will get the best of both worlds, we are so different me and his dad. I hate camping but he loves it so they can go together and do that and a few other things like that. I can give him things his dad can't and he can give him things I can't. Right now I am acting like a spokesperson for divorce. People keep telling me that it's not possible to do this without fighting about something but I am gonna do my best to make sure that does not happen. My son is very happy and I think that if we continue this way it will be OK. I know it can be hard but I think we broke up at a good time. I'm gonna stop rambling now about this...

I have made a reading reading schedule for myself, one book a week for the next 12 weeks. I am hoping to get into university next fall and when I saw how much reading the courses I want to take have I decided to read a bit of it now so I will only have to re-read it. Good books too,Dracula,Tess and 10 more.