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Has it really been so long since i last blogged? I really didn't realize it had been. >< I thought it was only a few weeks, not almost two months! I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.
Okay, I'm going to vent. Whether you like it or not. I'm sorry. But I have some stuff on my mind.
One thing. I'M SO LAZY!!!!!!!!!! Grr! Like yeah......... I sleep for like 8 hours, and i'm wiped out all day. Really??? It's so frustrating. I don't want to be tired. I REALLY, REALLY don't want to tired. I had a party the other day, and like, yeah, i did some cleaning and made some cookies, but i was practically falling asleep and it was only like, what?, 10:30? Nathaniel was tired too, but at least it was because he had only like 3 ( i think) hours of sleep and went to school all day..... Then there's me, i went to bed at 11, got up at around 8, cleaned the house, watched some tv, made some cookies, beaded a bracelet, checked the computer, and some more cleaning. I didn't even do school. And yet I'm wiped out by the time people start arriving and before everyone leaves i have a terrible headache?
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME? I'm sick and tired of not being able to retain energy. I'm tired of not being able to sleep well. I can't remember the last time i slept all through the night without waking up once. I wake up in the middle of the night really hot. But in the morning, i'm freezing.
When i woke up this morning, at like 6 (against my will ) I had the weirdest stomach ache... It felt like my intestines were on fire and they were really sore. really? Come on........
Gah....... And like, i'm not very good at school. I don't apply myself at all. I'm just sick and tired of it. It's like there's no point to it all. So what if i'm smart or not? I'm gonna die one day anyway........ What's so big about education? Why do you have to a degree just to get a job? Why can't you just be good at it? Or why can't i just take those certain classes to get my degree? How in the world will the make-up of the cell profit me in my singing? Why exactly do i need to know the square root of pi when i read music? Basic math skills, english grammar, i understand why you those. Government... yeah, that makes sense. But algerbra? Biology? CHEMISTRY? why do i need know about this tuff? How will the knowledge of what makes up water help me in a real life situation or in attaining more knowledge in the realm of music?
*sigh* okay, i'm done venting. :P
Other then that, i'm actually doing pretty good.
Fighting!
~Argetlam