farnoosh

oh boy!!! where do i start???so many things have changed my friends ahve been accepted at universities all over the country so practically i don't have any friends here and i have to start over again.
My major is Chemical Engineering ,they say it's really tough and if you want to get to the top you're going to have to face a lot of problems.To be honest i really don't know chemical engineering,but I've been told it has everything in it,from chemistry physics maths archicture (at one point) ...so you won't get bord studying(like you have a variety to choose) so with that in mind i chose it as my major to be and i have to work hard to get where i want.
Now about my university: the people here are very smart especially the students in my major(cause all of them have gotten under 900 in 275,000 people in the whole country)so you could guess what type they are ...they keep to themselves ,have this opinion that everyone's their enemy and it's REALLY hard to find friends for me.I've never had problems finding someone to trust and call a friend but now i don't know if i was wrong the whole time that finding friend is one of the easiest things on earth.
And of course my studies,oh they are soooo HARD ,it's like when you finish this section of a book like math you have another section of physics ,and then another section of...and with going to Uni everyday the sections keep on building so what you end up is all these books that you didn't get time to finish..it's really frustrating(did i spell it right?)and the proffessers think that you're a machine that can read and write and think at the same time,the really bad part of all this stuff is when you don't get the lesson,then you have to go home and figure it out on you're own with your mind bieng a thousand places else!!!!!
I haven't been posting in a long time but from now on I'll try to fit some time to come and write what's going on with me....
oh by the way we're in the mid-term now.