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This weekend has been relatively interesting....There was dance class which always brings happiness to my heart. Love my dance partner, and i enjoy the other kids with whom we take the lesson with. Then the same night there was game night, and that always holds a bundle of laughter, not matter who's there... it's a larger bundle too.
Then my friend spent the night... that was nice too.
That was the nice part of the weekend, the light that keeps this weekend worth smiling at... but then theres that shade of darkness.
So, we went to a friends house yesterday and i don't think i have ever been such a depressing house. It wasn't so much that it was depressing because it was dark and grey (although it was). It was depressing cause i remember what her family use to be like. It wasn't the happiest family in the world, and when we were younger i honestly didnt' care that much for going over because of that. But now...... Her dad had three strokes in the past 2 years and was left partially paralized. To see her have to cut his stake and remember the countless times i saw him cut hers when she was little is heartbreaking... The relationship with her mom has gone downt he drain. She calls her mom stupid and they shout at each other a lot....
I don't know if i told anyone, but in june i was told my a vocal doctor that i should stop singing for about a month do to painful vocal problems. Well, in the end, after seeing another doctor a month later, i didn't start "officially" singing till about a week ago. and already, i've been having problems again. Last night, while in the shower, i just started sobbing when i realized that my dream of being a singer might be deing. I realized that maybe this wasn't the course i should take. My voice teacher has even told me that as a singer i shouldn't be having this many problems at sucha young age. So last night was just, I think, a break down of that realization. And i've been crying off and on all day.
So yeah, I need prayer.