day in a life

my son came home last night and I was so very very happy to see him. I think things will work out great here for us I don't know how good the money will be but I won't see that 'till next winter and even then it won't be clear because for a few months I will get payments from a car we sold so while I'm getting them things aren't clear on the future.... but I need to save money and try and put some in the bank so I can buy a car next year...

I am just so happy right now, but one sad thing is my ex will come today to pick up Sisco the younger dog, he wanted to get both of them for a few days every now and then but Spock is mine and nobody else's dog! he was 5 when we met I don't think I should have to share him, but at least I have a dogsitter if I need one. we decided he should take sisco and I know I'll miss him a lot but he is starting to bully spock a bit and pushes him away and spock is almost 9 years old he fights back for a minuet and then he needs to stop because he coughs a lot when he gets upset or excited, also it is easier to exercise one dog than two so I am just trying to look at the bright side.

one big change in my ways, I don't have a tv. he took our tv and I got an old smaller one from a lady at work to have in my son's room and I have no tv..... I finally have the living room I wanted with no tv just my books and record player, happy about that but later on I will get a tv I'm gonna save as much as I can and buy things little at a time I figured where I would have a tv if I wanted one but that is far in the future and many small purchases away.

the worst thing is I don't know how to make coffee... at least good coffee and you know how much I love my coffee! he took the machine that grinds into every cup and I have a mocca pot and something else I don't know what is called and the mocca pot needs to be screwed on tightly and I can't seem to get it right and the other thing is never strong enough or hot enough, I just need to be patient I guess and my brother will come soon and help me with the mocca pot... it was so much easier when you just pressed one button...