day in a life

the ash is really bad here now, it's code red for people with bad lungs like my son and everybody is inside. the air is dry and everybody coughing and have soar throats. everything is dirty and dusty. they say this will be a problem for the rest of the year or so, depending on the wind where the ash will go, I have never seen it as bad as it is right now and the irony is that the volcano has stopped erupting.

well in my life today, my ex is still looking for an apartment, it's really hard these days but I do hope he gets one soon, I just want him out so I can move on and start this life on my own thing I wanted so badly, and still do. My brother's girlfriend thinks she can get me a new bed for my son since his dad is gonna take the bed he has right now to his new place. His mom owns it really and borrowed it to us so I understand but I just hope I won't have to buy one. I need to find a bed for myself too cause he owns the bed... this is very difficult and I just want to finish it so I can move on.

I had to cancel my book club and my son's, at least for now I'll see later on if I can start it up again. I'm just cutting back on everything I can and if I see later on that I can afford it I will start again. the good thing is that maybe now I'll finish the books I already have instead of buying and reading new ones....