wanderings at 6 am
by , 03-30-2010 at 02:55 AM (1101 Views)
I have no problem falling asleep at night, it's kinda annoying cause I'm always so tired at 10 I fall asleep if I want to or not. but I'm up before six most of the time and when I can sleep in(by sleeping in I mean 'till my son wakes up) I'm up long before anybody else, no matter when I went to bed.... very annoying, but I am trying to use this time to study, except right now of course.
my birthday is coming up in a few days, but I'm getting nervous for my sons birthday in May, I hate having parties and inviting people to my house. I start getting nervous about his birthday in February and it's at the end of may. I don't care about my birthday cause I never do anything and I don't really want people to know about it, I don't like the kissing and hugging part. I hope they wont remember at my job.... I'm not exactly a birthday girl....



