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So I have a royal headache at the moment. Seriously, it feels like someone is doing this :crash: to my head. I just recieved an e-mail from my college that I need to verify my student aid for the one term of college I have next year. For those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, this means I'm being audited by my school to make sure I am still allowed to have student aid. This is the second year in a row, so you would think it wouldn't feel like that big of a deal. It does feel like a huge deal, however. One of my biggest fears is that I'm going to screw up one of the forms and be in trouble or something. I don't think I'll be refused aid or anything, and I was fine last time but it is still a huge paranoia of mine. I get the same way about doing taxes, but I don't think it is really possible to mess that up when you are using TurboTax. Well... unless you just blatantly lie or something. That isn't something I owuld do so no worries there.

Anyway, I now have a big headache from trying to make sure I have everything ready to take to my school tomorrow. I've been trying to fill out the verification sheet and such, but all I can think is that I don't know what I'm doing. There is a very good reason that I'm a marketing major instead of accounting like I originally planned. I suck at accounting. Not because I'm bad at math or anything, but because I just don't follow rules well. In marketing there aren't too many rules on how to go about it. It is more of an art than a process. Crunching numbers and doing financial stuff just makes me anxious and stressed out because I'm too afraid that I'll forget some important rule that you must follow to do the whole thing correctly.

I'm off to take some Advil to ditch this headache. I'm going to get this finished up and then just decide to not worry over it anymore. If I messed up all I can say is "my bad". There isn't too much I can do about it after the fact so there isn't any point in getting more worked up over the whole deal. I'm sure it will be fine just like last time. I do feel much better now that I have that rant off my chest:D