day in a life
Pronoid
by , 03-05-2010 at 05:53 PM (1649 Views)
For years or at least until I had my son I sometimes looked at myself as a pronoid I still sometimes get that 'pronoid' feeling but can't really call myself one anymore cause I don't think it's true... it's like nostalgia for me craving an old feeling from a time I wasn't that happy. I have been thinking a lot about the years between 16 and 19 since my old friend died and even though I was so unhappy and often miserable in those years suffering from depression and hating myself and everything else that was going on, now I look at these days and wish I could do it again and do it better, keep in touch and I don't know... be less pronoid and more aware.
well things just seem to go one way or another and you just need to roll with it.
the snow is all gone now and just wind and rain, I do love the rain too, the only weather that bothers me is to much sun and heat. I really prefer the winter time here on the ice, mainly cause to hot for me isn't that hot at all, like 18°c that kills me...
oh well that's life
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