An Answer

[white camellia]

To not to seek an answer, a necessity
Buried alive in the noise
Holds a flower of his world
Blooming into Eternity

Red, or blue, of a vertical black
A wild squirrel plays with the light
To live on strange notes, one regard
Blazes, across my impurities

[YesNo]

I'm not sure what you are trying to say. What "necessity" is not seeking an answer? However, the flower "blooming into Eternity" sounds nice. I also like the idea of being buried alive in the noise, but I don't see what this has to do with blooming into eternity. Perhaps this is a plant? "To not to seek an answer" makes me think you want to say "Not to seek an answer".

The squirrel in the second stanza would be assumed to be "wild". I don't know what living on "strange notes" means nor "one regard blazes". However "across my impurities" seems promising.

I am just expressing the thoughts going through my mind when trying to read this.

[white camellia]

Thanks for your efforts to understand it! It's not about some transparent idea, just an expression of a sense that it was necessary not to ask about what you are eager to know, or for a definite answer.