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Noche
09-08-2015, 12:23 PM
Survival instincts take control of the body whenever the animal is in danger unleashing cataclysmic force.
That was on my mind when i was running until these thieves cornered me bringing words to my lips " Why are you doing this ? “
"Because of the lust for money ”
As soon as i got an open hand hitting my face , the pain , agony and misery boiled my blood making it as if lava is running through my veins , triggering rage , fury , wrath and madness .
My skin became incandescent , my soul incinerating , my body rumbling with anguish pushing me over the edge pouncing on one of them and enclosing his neck with my hands and seeing him gasp for air .That didn’t satisfy me as my thoughts were racing : “I want him to suffer , to feel vulnerable , to taste the bitterness of fear , No , I want to feel the warmth of the dark blood of such a vile human being , Yes , he needs to see the darkness inside , I will bring it out with my bare hands.” that’s when i raised my fist to his face , with the first landing everything went black , pitch black . All I felt was volcanoes erupting within me …
What is this feeling ? Am I happy or sad ? Is it sweetness or bitterness ? Why are my feelings very volatile ? As I was bring myself together the sight returned to my eyes , my hands were masked with blood , my knees were immersed in a pond of blood and terror was set on his accomplice .

After depriving someone evil from his life for the good of the world my thoughts were clearer than ever before because only one thought was on my mind : Am I going to Heaven or Hell ?