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12-27-2014, 03:56 PM
It was festive. In a way which had usually been coloured in mysterious childish ideas, which I wasn't used to. Bring on the boredom from the usual Christmas aftermath. I thought I would do something different. Take our old dog for a walk for the first time, because we are the type of family that the dog is an extension of us, we feel this means that it isn't really a dog. And I've been looking at her paws recently, they're longer than they should be and she's only got a few months or maybe a year left in her life so I wonder is it better to give her the joy of being walked, the joy I have seen in so many other dogs, or is it better to not mix things up, not to change what she has known for 13 years but rather to let her sit there knowing and existing the life she has led.
I sit here with 3 warm whiskeys mixed with glycerol to take care of my sore throat and anything else. I mull over the idea, knowing that my excuses are a cruelty and my ideas are excuses. There is a right thing to to here and if I dismiss my apathy I might just get to the right thing.
I've never bought in to the 2.4, 2 cars, 2 up 2 down idea but with age I'm beginning to see the positives. Doing things, even if they are ****ty and obvious, doing things, really keeps the wandering mind at peace.
I sit here with 3 warm whiskeys mixed with glycerol to take care of my sore throat and anything else. I mull over the idea, knowing that my excuses are a cruelty and my ideas are excuses. There is a right thing to to here and if I dismiss my apathy I might just get to the right thing.
I've never bought in to the 2.4, 2 cars, 2 up 2 down idea but with age I'm beginning to see the positives. Doing things, even if they are ****ty and obvious, doing things, really keeps the wandering mind at peace.