Amory Blaine
02-03-2014, 02:35 AM
"I know this sounds stupid, but within each passing moment is a new me. New thoughts and dreams and wants; within each moment the universe isn't the same as it was before. The universe is growing just as I'm growing and in some moments I feel like I'm part of the universe and I exist as a key factor in its make up. In other moments I feel as if the universe is a part of me, my life that I've been endowed, it exists within my thoughts; just as a moment ago I existed in it's being, it now exists in mine; and it's beautiful. Existence does not have to be explained or understood in the form of physical shape or tangible matter. It exists on a plane above matter, above sight, above sound; and in my dreams, just for a brief moment, you exist here too. It's a place of love and emotion, creativity and beauty, dreams and hopes; I love it here, I get lost here, and I hope you do too. Because I know you exist here, I know you've been here, I can see it in your eyes and in your smile, in the way you speak and the way you laugh; I know you're there even though you're here too. I just hope I find you here, and we can exist here, and in reality too, only then I believe will we be able to discover each other and ourselves in one existence. Within US."
"The shouts were too loud, the stares were too bright, the people were too strong, the world was too big, the stars were too far, the touch was too hard; I was too young. I trapped myself in my own mind, in my own thoughts, in my own imagination and I've never come out, honestly I'm too scared. You are honestly the only thing I've never been afraid of, when I'm with you I'm afraid of myself, but never of you. I sit beside you and dream. I dream of your calming touch and your passionate breath; I dream of your lovely voice and your beautiful words and your comforting warmth, all the things that I adore that makes me fall deeper and deeper in love with you with each moment we spend together. When we hold hands I feel invincible, your skin against mine, the tips of my fingers gliding across the lines in your palms; or the lines on your wrists... I feel you. I feel what you feel. I can feel a pillow or a needle or a ball of putty. But this is a different kind of feel. I feel you inside of me, I feel you as a part of me, I feel your existence merging with mine, just from simply holding hands. When my hands first met with yours and that initiating touch sparked in my mind I felt real, I felt as if I existed in that moment with you. I'm not sure what life's worth, what the point is, I question it all the time; but when I'm with you I feel real, in the moment when my fingers meet yours and my eyes lock with yours and intertwine in a moment of sheer perfection, within that moment and that moment only; I feel complete. I want this moment to last forever, I no longer understand the concept of fear or pain or loss. All I feel is you, all I feel is your gaze and your love, as your face draws closer to mine and our breathing becomes tangible and your breaths draw short and faint, nervous against my lips and cheek. In that moment, in those breaths I feel your life, and I feel you, and I pray to god, and everything that's ever existed in this great, vast universe that you feel me too. We exist within one another and become One."
"The shouts were too loud, the stares were too bright, the people were too strong, the world was too big, the stars were too far, the touch was too hard; I was too young. I trapped myself in my own mind, in my own thoughts, in my own imagination and I've never come out, honestly I'm too scared. You are honestly the only thing I've never been afraid of, when I'm with you I'm afraid of myself, but never of you. I sit beside you and dream. I dream of your calming touch and your passionate breath; I dream of your lovely voice and your beautiful words and your comforting warmth, all the things that I adore that makes me fall deeper and deeper in love with you with each moment we spend together. When we hold hands I feel invincible, your skin against mine, the tips of my fingers gliding across the lines in your palms; or the lines on your wrists... I feel you. I feel what you feel. I can feel a pillow or a needle or a ball of putty. But this is a different kind of feel. I feel you inside of me, I feel you as a part of me, I feel your existence merging with mine, just from simply holding hands. When my hands first met with yours and that initiating touch sparked in my mind I felt real, I felt as if I existed in that moment with you. I'm not sure what life's worth, what the point is, I question it all the time; but when I'm with you I feel real, in the moment when my fingers meet yours and my eyes lock with yours and intertwine in a moment of sheer perfection, within that moment and that moment only; I feel complete. I want this moment to last forever, I no longer understand the concept of fear or pain or loss. All I feel is you, all I feel is your gaze and your love, as your face draws closer to mine and our breathing becomes tangible and your breaths draw short and faint, nervous against my lips and cheek. In that moment, in those breaths I feel your life, and I feel you, and I pray to god, and everything that's ever existed in this great, vast universe that you feel me too. We exist within one another and become One."