I'm sad

[stevenson]

I cannot read... I have too much at the moment to reflect on. And plus I need to go and see about a girl! Well...she's gone, forever...that's why I'm listening to Celine Dion - my Heart will go On, on repeat on my mp3 player. But I still need to go back to the town and see about living there for a while...maybe ten years! maybe until I'm old! I might have to beg...or no, I'm sad, someone will help me. Isn't it hard to be sad in modern days? that's something worth helping out...I really need to keep this song on repeat. I have to remember the immense sadness of life, and how it can all sink in a moment after hitting an iceberg!

I think someone will give me a room to live out of. If it's a guy I'll help him get digits and enhance the experience of college. If it's a girl...then this Celine Dion mentality will melt the hearts of both of us...I guess I wasn't really ready for the girl who is gone forever. Maybe that's the truth of it, I was only 19 then. But I'm still tortured because I could have done better! And I may have ruined the both of us...forever even, I don't know. Well so that is my plan...I'm going back, and nothing can stop me. I'm going to die to this plan! and if I fail, I can just come home and reset, because it's only an hour away.

In the meantime I need...more sad music, probably some green tea. Does anyone know of a sadder song than My heart will go on? Truly, does anyone know of a sadder song that can make your heart sick? because that's what I need right now. The real tragedy is that I didn't have an mp3 player when I was 19... or in high school. Why was this? Stupidity I guess... it's just made me too cerebral, too cunning over the years to not have music at the right times. I need tenderness now though...because being cunning has gotten me nowhere.

Thank you

[cacian]

do you mean to say
I am sad. im sad does not sound convincing.

[JBI]

Try general chat not general literature. Hope you feel better.

[qimissung]

I'm sad is merely a contraction of I and am, cacian. It is a perfectly acceptable use of language.

I'm sorry you are sad, Stevenson. But I doubt you need more sad music. You are wallowing in your sadness. You have not ruined your life or hers. This, too, will run it's course, like any fever. Take care of yourself, and comfort yourself. See friends, watch funny movies, re-read a favorite book. Spring will be here soon.

[stevenson]

I'll let everyone know how this sadness progresses. I plan on really fleshing it out and not picking up a book or a hobby until it's understood. Also, there's no way I can listen only to the Titanic soundtrack, so I'm mixing in some piano man, beatles, and simon and garfunkel... Tonight! it ends

[stevenson]

I don't understand... almost everytime I listen to my heart will go on I start tearing up, and my heart beats fast and I go through all these feelings. My question is what happens if you just keep that going... I don't even think I need to mix in the other stuff, maybe an R. Kelly song or a Coldplay yellow... but okay. I don't know...

[YesNo]

I guess that song is "sad", but it resolves the sadness in the last stanza. In the first stanzas she only "believes" that the heart will go on. In the last, she "knows" it will. James Horner and Will Jennings wrote a very uplifting song.

Here is a link in case you want to hear it again with lyrics: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGTm8UfWHAM

[Satan]

Celine Dion - my Heart will go On

There's your problem.

Hit the gym, go out and socialize, do something with your life. Stop being so needy and clingy.