krishna_lit
12-01-2013, 07:41 AM
I'm having a situation. I'll explain in detail: I'm a believer of God and I also purely respect Gods of every religion. I'm from India, and so in my country Hinduism is highly followed and as the world already knows, Bhagavad Gita, Ramayana, Bhaagavatam etc are the mythologies around this place and evidently we have innumerable Gods too, like Shiva, Venkateswara, Krishna, Vishnu etc. Since my childhood I'm very interested in mythological stories, such as the Greek, Roman, Norse, Egyptian myths and etc. And most importantly, my love for them doubled when I watched Joseph Campbell's PBS TV series 'Power of Myth.'
But now that I'm 24 and have to have a clear mind for this kind of spiritual stuff in the society, I'm feeling overwhelmed about my own beliefs. I'm always keeping myself away from my own culture's mythological works (mentioned above) such as the Bhagavad Gita and etc. It is mainly because I've met some people who are reading those things and are trying to follow them have appeared to be turning orthodox. I mean, once I met a Lord Krishna's disciple (a member of ISKCON) on a long train journey. I was reading Gulliver's Travels at that time. This person told me about some teachings of Bhagavadgita and how Science is obsolete at some things and stuff like that. Yes, fine I take it. But what he advised me next made me fall into this whole dilemma of spirituality. He saw me reading Gulliver's Travels and told me, "Instead of reading worthless material like novels or for that matter any kind of fictional works, it is far far better to read about Spirituality, to read only about God, and know him better. This will make your time on this planet count. Don't waste reading books like this one (pointing to Gulliver's Travels (Hardcover edition, printed in 1976, I loved holding such an elderly book in my hands))" I'm a lover of books. Now imagine how I might have felt when some random person comes to me and says the kind of books that I've dedicated to read all my life are useless!! :(
I really don't even hate spiritual books, they're also on my to-read list. But people who are reading them and trying to follow those teachings have mentioned to me that, "when you realize the essence of those books, you will come to understand that the whole of life is just an illusion, and so you will yourself understand that watching movies (all genres), and reading fiction books is nothing but wantingly immersing yourself into the depth of that illusion. Hence you will want to stop performing them." Some of them did it too, they stopped enjoying books and movies.
I didn't like that idea. So, I'm unconsciously hesitating to show love and respect towards those mythologies of my culture. I don't dislike them at all, but I just don't feel myself liking them like before.
Can somebody please help me diagnose the philosophical condition of my mind??
But now that I'm 24 and have to have a clear mind for this kind of spiritual stuff in the society, I'm feeling overwhelmed about my own beliefs. I'm always keeping myself away from my own culture's mythological works (mentioned above) such as the Bhagavad Gita and etc. It is mainly because I've met some people who are reading those things and are trying to follow them have appeared to be turning orthodox. I mean, once I met a Lord Krishna's disciple (a member of ISKCON) on a long train journey. I was reading Gulliver's Travels at that time. This person told me about some teachings of Bhagavadgita and how Science is obsolete at some things and stuff like that. Yes, fine I take it. But what he advised me next made me fall into this whole dilemma of spirituality. He saw me reading Gulliver's Travels and told me, "Instead of reading worthless material like novels or for that matter any kind of fictional works, it is far far better to read about Spirituality, to read only about God, and know him better. This will make your time on this planet count. Don't waste reading books like this one (pointing to Gulliver's Travels (Hardcover edition, printed in 1976, I loved holding such an elderly book in my hands))" I'm a lover of books. Now imagine how I might have felt when some random person comes to me and says the kind of books that I've dedicated to read all my life are useless!! :(
I really don't even hate spiritual books, they're also on my to-read list. But people who are reading them and trying to follow those teachings have mentioned to me that, "when you realize the essence of those books, you will come to understand that the whole of life is just an illusion, and so you will yourself understand that watching movies (all genres), and reading fiction books is nothing but wantingly immersing yourself into the depth of that illusion. Hence you will want to stop performing them." Some of them did it too, they stopped enjoying books and movies.
I didn't like that idea. So, I'm unconsciously hesitating to show love and respect towards those mythologies of my culture. I don't dislike them at all, but I just don't feel myself liking them like before.
Can somebody please help me diagnose the philosophical condition of my mind??