Not Bob. Not Bobby.

[Jerrybaldy]

Everything's gonna be ok
said those warm in my hand.
Everything's gonna be alright
said Bob
and they were right.
So why every Goddam night
do I plan the events
that leaves me broken
under a bridge.
Don't worry be happy
said Bobby.
But for Bobby it was probably a hobby.
His hand will not be warm in mine
there beneath the bridge.
So I worry.
When I awake to digital numbers
in the dark
or on a sundrenched beach
Just before going to the ocean.
Warm hand in warm hand
I worry
I fu cking worry.
I end up under a bridge.
Warm sand between my toes.
Worry.
Cloudless sky
Worry.
Worry fu cking worry fu cking worry fu cking worry
Two thirty in digital
Worry fu cking worry.
Fu cking worry
Sandwich?
"I'm good"
Too worried too eat.
" Got a minute?"
"Can't you see I'm fu cking
worrying here? "
I am in a hurry
Gotta get home and worry.
I may not make it in time.
That's a worry.
Worry fu cking worry fu cking worry fu cking worry.
WORRY FU CKING WORRY FU CKING WORRY FU CKING WORRY.
When this happens and that happens and that fails to happen
And they can't help and they let me go
I will sit under that bridge
Without a fu cking thing left to worry about.
That's such a fu cking worry.
Now fu ck off and read
Something else.