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Hawkman
08-21-2013, 10:12 AM
It’s no good—the question just won’t go away. It’s burrowed under my scalp and itches worse than a second-hand wig. I worry at the void in my knowledge the same way my tongue keeps investigating that cavity where my tooth used to be.

I have to find out.

OK, switch on the computer—God, it takes ages to boot up. While I’m waiting, I make the 6th cup of Java of the morning and try to control the twitching. My heightened, caffeine-boosted senses endure the nano-eternity of my PC’s wake-up routine.

Bing-bing-chime!

At last.

I double click the browser icon and Google awaits. With trembling fingers, I type; ‘How many ways are there to skin a cat?’

There's little agreement in the options which appear as I click the various links. Maybe the answer depends on why you want to skin the cat in the first place. If you just want the meat, then I guess the cheese-grater option suggested in one of the replies on a Yahoo forum could be considered viable. But if you want to make a hat, or maybe a nice stylish pair of mittens, then it’s a pretty useless idea. It still counts as a way to skin a cat though...

My butterfly mind leaps off at a tangent. I’ve got this book. With illustrations. It’s called, ‘101 Uses of a Dead Cat’. I think my favourite is the pencil sharpener. None of them say anything about skinning it first though.

I click another link. Just some random numbers—some people have just picked one and posted it. Some of them just say one, and that’s nonsense. I can think of more than that. One guy says thirty-five, but I don’t believe him. Anyway, there are no details.

I find a link to an article about Chinese bootleg fur traders. Man, what I read is sick. They keep all these cats in tiny cages and skin ‘em without bothering to kill ‘em first. I mean, why do that? You can’t do a good job skinning a cat if it’s wriggling all the time. It doesn’t say whether they got more than one way of skinning ‘em either. I guess it’s only logical though; you find a quick way that works and you stick with it. I click a few more links, but I start going round in circles. This is useless.

I make another cup of Java and smoke my 37th roll-up of the day. Time to engage the brain and start thinking for myself. Thinking for yourself is what marks out great minds from the hordes of Helots populating the world.

I pick up a pencil, but it’s blunt and I don’t have a dead cat to hand, so I put it down again. I find a biro at the bottom of a drawer and test it on the back of my hand. I barely notice the nicotine stains on my fingers. The pen works. Now all I need is some paper. I grab an old envelope, a white one, A5 size. It’ll do for a start. I try to write but my hand is shaking so bad that I have to take a break before I’ve put down more than 3 ways to skin a cat.

I light another roll-up, number 38, and make another cup of Java while the fag hangs from my bottom lip. Ash drops into the cup but I don’t care. The smoke gets in my eyes, but I don’t care. I need to take a piss. I care about that. My bladder is bursting. I step to the john and fumble with my zip and try to control my aim and the piss comes out blacker than when I used to drink Bacardi and Coke all night, blacker than Mugabe, blacker than an SS uniform. It looks and feels like my soul is draining into the bowl. When I’ve finished I go back and drink the coffee I made with the fag-ash flavouring and light another roll-up from the dog-end of my last.

My hands won’t stop shaking. I can’t read the spidery scrawl on the envelope. There’s only one option left. I gotta do what great minds do. I gotta experiment. I go out and I stagger to the shops and buy a net, a sharp knife, a cheese grater and a lot of cat food.

Here, kitty, kitty….

It’s late, I’ve run out of coffee and there’s no more tobacco. And there’s this hammering on the door. With eyes that can barely see I register the flickering of light outside the windows. Lots of different colours. I can’t tell if it’s real or just my eyes playing tricks. There’s colour in the room too. Red: a lot of red. Red up the walls; red on the carpet that used to be blue; red on my arms, my hands, my clothes and on the pile of small skinned carcasses in the corner of the room. There are quite a few. I count forty-one. Forty-one, and all skinned differently. The pelts are neatly stacked on a chair and the gratings are in the wastebasket. The hammering sound makes a change from the sound of meowing—that’s stopped.

Then the hammering stops too and right after there’s the sound of splintering wood and then boots on the stairs. Lots of boots. I hear someone being sick and I feel the blows of fists and sticks. It’s a relief when everything goes dark. My last thought is, 'forty-one—but I ran out of cats...’

AuntShecky
08-22-2013, 12:37 AM
While I can't say that I'm a feline fancier (though some of 'em are cute), this piece is rather macabre, wouldn't you say? And how on earth does one pronounce "macabre?"

Even so, the premise is funny, in a dark kind of way, to prepare for the dastardly deed by looking up the "how tos" on the Google machine. (Brewer's doesn't have a word on the origin of the expression, despite more than a dozen under "cat" and a couple under "skin.")

The writing is crisp, with a good, strong "voice."

Snowqueen
08-22-2013, 02:38 AM
I’ve read your story, Hawkman and found it very different from the one that I read previously. It has a humorous start, but the ending is dark and a bit gloomy. I like your narrative style, it’s gripping. And I like the story too.

Thanks for sharing. :)

Hawkman
08-22-2013, 06:26 AM
For the benefit of all readers: the Hawk is actually a lover of cats. There is no other small fur bearing mammal that he would rather cuddle than a cat. The cat does have its less attractive attributes: the ability to deposit its bodily waste inconveniently in the living room, its habit of presenting the half-eaten carcasses of birds and rodents to the householder and then there's the sicking up of fur balls anywhere inside the house! However, all these little annoyances are as nothing to the love and companionship of a feline friend.

The narrator of this little piece is not me, you will all be relieved to know. Although I did indeed type, "How many ways are there to skin a cat?" into the Google machine, this was only in the interests of research, you understand. The cheese grater option was indeed found on a Yahoo Forum! I took a slight liberty with the bootleg fur traders as I did not actually find them on the net - this comes from a TV documentary, but doubtless, were I to want to find such an article on the net, I could do so. As for the origins of the phrase, "there's more than one way to skin a cat" I haven't actually taken the trouble to look. It's so manifestly true I just don't see the point :D

Auntie: Thank you for reading to the end something which must have been disturbing :lol: Yes, the humour, such as it is, is definitely dark. Glad you consider the voice a strong one, but I must concede it isn't a very nice one. 'Psychologically divergent' is probably the best that can be said of it ;)

Snowqueen: Yes, sorry to subject you to something which is rather dark. What can I say? I sat down to write and this is what came out. Hopefully, my next offering will be a little more wholesome :D

Thank you both for sharing your thoughts :)

Live and be well - H

PS. I was never quite happy with the last line, the denouement was defused by the penultimate paragraph, so I've tweaked it.

LLAP -H