Preserving this gnawed apparition

[osho]

And you name it health
But I was never healthy
If bodily I was alright
Spiritually bothered

I want to maintain the impairment it
For I have sowed dreams
The dreams are set in the heavens
And the heavens in my mind
I am a thistle, a prickly something
With a deceiving fascia of rosiness

I kiss you later to sting and poison you
I am a cavernous mouth
A crater with molten desires
You come as a mocking butterfly
To the flare of my fiery desire

I am a cynic and you are my board
We live, love until my petal wraps you inside my quandary vault

This phantom, you call is full venom
for everyone is the meal of every other

The law set by our great- great-great fish father
Fish to feed on fish when his bowel starts caving

[cacian]

Hi there

Very graphic and almost chilling poem.
Is this supposed to be a horror ish styled poem.
The movie Gnam came up as I looked up the word gnamed( I did not know what I meant)
I am wondering about this stanza:

want to maintain the impairment it
For I have sowed dreams
The dreams are set in the heavens
And the heavens in my mind
I am a thistle, a prickly something
With a deceiving fascia of rosiness

what do you mean by :
I want ot maintain the impairment?

Then there is the idea of poison which reminds of Romeo and Juliet.
Then the Phantom word comes up , is that as a reference to The Phantom of the Opera or The Phantom Menace?
I find your style in this piece almost theatrical with a dark or tragedyish tone to it.
Imight be completely wrong :blush5:forgive me if I am.