Misschelseabun
10-28-2011, 06:18 PM
One day I'll wake up
and everything won't be
an undulating sequence
of highs and lows,
ebbs and flows.
It will just be normal.
One day I'll wake up
and a room won't form a painful collage
of fading memories,
of complaints about steamed vegetables
or falling asleep in front of endless movies.
It will just be a space.
One day I'll wake up
and I won't feel unwell
at the thought of an unknown foresight
taking my place in the bed
or making you tea with a whistling kettle.
It will just feel constant.
One day it will just feel like a mundane morning,
and I'll go through the motions
until my head hits the pillow.
Repeated addendum
until the fleeting moment when I realise
you have not crossed my mind for days.
And then you'll be gone
like a chill down my spine,
until that next moment in infinite time
when I bring back the memories
of what we once were.
And what we never could be.
and everything won't be
an undulating sequence
of highs and lows,
ebbs and flows.
It will just be normal.
One day I'll wake up
and a room won't form a painful collage
of fading memories,
of complaints about steamed vegetables
or falling asleep in front of endless movies.
It will just be a space.
One day I'll wake up
and I won't feel unwell
at the thought of an unknown foresight
taking my place in the bed
or making you tea with a whistling kettle.
It will just feel constant.
One day it will just feel like a mundane morning,
and I'll go through the motions
until my head hits the pillow.
Repeated addendum
until the fleeting moment when I realise
you have not crossed my mind for days.
And then you'll be gone
like a chill down my spine,
until that next moment in infinite time
when I bring back the memories
of what we once were.
And what we never could be.